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“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.”
-John Lennon

Currently lost but I'm finding my way.


#8 // Sunday, June 30, 2013
5:01 PM
Write to yourself about something you are nervous about that will happen before you read these letters. (The school play, a test, a date etc.)

Dear Hui Ying,

There are a million and one things in life to be worried about but if I could only choose one, it would be graduating from school. 

As much as I hate school, there is a part of me that is very thankful for who I am and where I am studying right now. I am really glad that I studied hard when I was younger and I'm relieved that I am a student under the RP. This two and a half years have not been easy and even if there are still three and a half years to go, I'm glad to say that I have no need to worry about my future until then. 

At the end of this six year journey, I would have to worry about my future. To be really honest, I don't really have an ambition, not just in terms of occupation but also life. I do not have a goal in life. Of course I know that I want to do a job that I am really passionate about, of course I know that I want to get married, of course I know that I want to be a good mother but is life really all about going through cycles? What is life about anyway? 

With all these questions unanswered, I would rather be stuck to the routine of going to school, working extra hard and doing everything all over again. I still haven't found the real me but I would like to enjoy the process and celebrate the day in which I discover who I am. 

Sincerely,
Me

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